Just got home from work. blah. i cant believe how many ppl show up at
the last min! I would love to write soo much more. But I dont have the
energy. My contacts are bothering me, but my back hurts soo badly that
I cant/dont wanna move. BLAH. I am trying to stay up till 11 so I can
finish watching greys anatomy, but its not looking like its gonna
happen. BLAH more work tomorrow. than i'm off. for a day. i am gonna
head to bed in a min.

night everyone!

~nicole

ps. i added more pics to my myspace if anyone has a myspace and wants to check them out. lol

The deli is hard work. haha. I work again today from 1-9...grr. Maybe
it will go fast? I hope so. Plus side is that there are tons of other
ppl working too so it kinda makes it go faster if there are 8 other ppl
working with you trying to get these stupid customers away. LOL. Today
I'm gonna try and remember to have my monies directly deposited cause
it will be easier when I'm in hawaii and I can just get my money using
my debit card. hahha. Better than having a nice huge paycheck
sitting  at work for me. Well, I'm gonna go read for a bit. I dont
have alot of time before I have to get ready for another day at the
deli. who would have thunk it? Me working in the deli. ROFL

OMG I'M GOING TO HAWAII! its starting to hit me more and more that i'm
actually going and this trip is gonna be soooo much more than the last
one! hehe i can't wait! I have to pack! hahahha

Its hitting me more and more that i'm actually going back! hehe. sooo wonderful! soo great! so tremendous!

thats it i'm now taking kona to moms work to show her off.

~nicole

I'M GOING TO HAWAII..

FEB 2-16!

thats it everyone. goodnight hehe

Well, here I am again. I've decided that I wanted to update my xanga
today. I thought I was done with xanga, but I guess not. lol. And xanga
really changed the place where you write your shit. I like. Hmm, whats
new? Today I work from 4-8 in *dramatic pause* the deli. Yes thats right peoples, I am working in the Bakery, Floral andddddd deli.
How FUCKED is that? It annoys me like crazy. I'm hoping I'll be hired
at wegmans so I can leave this place that is called a job. THREE
different depts to work a min of 20 hrs to keep my health insurance.
Totally messed up. And they wont be happy about all the time I wanna
take off for next month, but frankly my dear, I dont give a damn. I
know I have tons of shit to pay so I can't lose my job, but I really
don't care. I'll figure something out. I always do. Blah. I think thats
it. I'm gonna finish reading and than go get ready for my first day in
the deli......rofl.

i think i'm done with xanga. atleast for a while. dont expect anymore updates unless the mood really strikes me.

gone for now.
~Nicole

Its that Time again. Time for new Pictures! hahahaha

Alyssa, Sean and Me lol

Sean, Kyle, me and sometimes Kona. rofl

More pictures to come.

Okay Here are my resolutions. Tomorrow
I'll prob adjust them and fix them cause I couldn't think of the right
wording. But #1 is staying LOL

New Years
Resolutions: 

1. Always
   listen to Shannon
2. Stop
   eating so much
3. Do
   more things for myself rather than for others.
4. Be a
   Better Person—no matter who I’m with or what I’m doing.

Blah. I really should update. But I don't know what to say. Nothing
much has been happening lately. I was ready to storm out of work the
other day when Tom told me that he didnt put me on next weeks schedule
and I was only working 1 day next week in floral. Luckily Lauren called
me yesterday and gave me another day and I asked Bobbi-Jo about working
Saturday-Sunday overnight. Should give me extra 8hrs at least. And
tomorrow I'm calling Tom and seeing if he gave me 2 days(maybe). He put
me in for one day and maybe an night if Joe doesnt want to work a
night. I've been feeling sick lately. Just a minor cold. But its
bothering me. Sean is leaving for India either Tues or Wed and
hopefully soon I can book my ticket. Soon Charmed will start up and I
can't forget about it. I'm watching GG season 5 so I lose track of
time. eh, I think thats it.

~Nicole

I'm bored so I thought I'll update some more. I feel really sick and
have been thinking more lately. Just about differents in my life now,
compared to a yr ago. Hell, compared to 6months ago. I wish I could use
that rewind button I hear about. I really wish I could have gone to
Hawaii with Sean yesterday. If only I wasnt soo much in debt. It would
have been perfect. School doesnt start up till the 17th. And if I
planned it in time, I could have requested off from work. I really
regret that. I didn't realize I had this time and if I stayed at seans
place it would have been sooo cheap. Just flight and some food. But I
dont need alot of food. Just if I go out to eat. LOL. that would have
been such a great trip. 100% better than Quebec and much better than my
last Hawaii trip. For many reasons that I would love to list here, but
I don't feel like it. Besides, I'm sure I would have ppl coming at me
with knives if I did. LOL Although, I dont give a damn what anyone else
thinks about what I say or do. I have decided not to keep secrets
anymore. Specially ones that don't concern me. Eh. thats coming out
weird. But I really don't have anything to hide anymore. If someone
confronted me about something I wouldn't lie. And I'm just trying to
move on and get out of this town. Thats it for now. Dinner time soon.

~Nicole