Hello again. So I played some Burnout this morning(level8now) and than
finally I got dressed and went to the Dollar Store. Outside the store
was a crowd of ppl and in the middle of the crowd was a lady face down,
but with her ass in the air. I dont know how she got there but it must
have just happened cause they were putting a jacket around her and I
looked at her face and it was extremely pale, and eyes wide open.
Freaky like. I kinda thought she was dead,but since i've never actually
seen a real live dead person (in person i've seen those evil Iraqi
pictures dave sent here last christmas) I couldn't be sure. So anyway.
I enter the store and go about my shopping. I was watching the other
customers and listening to what they were saying and no one
mentioned the woman outside! I felt sad bc of that. Like cause it didnt
concern them it didnt matter. There were ppl around her, but no one
inside(not even the workers) were wondering if she was alright, etc. Of
course the little kids were trying to get a peek of what was going on,
but the adults acted like it didnt matter. That bothered me. By the
time I paid for my merch. (which the cashier girl was very nice and let
me buy my merch with my debit even tho it was under $7) the ambulance
had arrived and the woman was on the strecher and being lifted into the
ambulance. I am just shocked at how little people care for people
around them. If it doesnt affect them, they dont worry about it. Stupid
bastards. You think this season would bring something out of people,
like compassion and understanding and loving total strangers. but no, course it doesnt. People are more concerned with getting their presents for the people they know, not for helping out people they don't know. Gr. Next Year, I am not buying one
present for anyone I know. Next year its all about total strangers.
Well, I shouldnt wait till next year. Who knows what will happen before
than. I'll have to think about something I can give a total stranger.
And you, my faithful readers, should do the same. Go, buy a present for
someone you don't know.

Hey pplz. Today is payday! lol. Celebrate! anyway. Now that thats done. I just woke up. I have tons of shit to do today. Lets see

1. Get bags/wrapping paper
2. Wrap presents
3. Clean Car(cause its a big mess)
4. Maybe, Take mama to find GG5(prob all sold out)
5. Go to work at 3. lol

I work from 3-8 tonight. Prob gonna be boring as hell, but its $$.
hahaha. I really need to find a way to save money better. Like open a
account that takes X from paychecks and just puts it away so i cant
touch it for so long. I should see about finding that. GRR mama's here
FUCK. she is gonna want to go find my christmas gift. but I really
don't feel like searching everywhere for it when I have soo much other
shit to do. Gr. Okay time to go get breakfast and convince her to just
let me find it and buy it or something and she can pay me back. Hmm
that might work.

`nicole

Hello. I havent updated much lately. hahaha. Yesterday I gave in and
bought Burnout. hehe. awesome game. love it. Today I worked from 9-1 in
floral. Lauren was supposed to come in at 1130, but she never showed.
oh well. I didnt have much of a load or anything. Tomorrow I'll see her
for a bit. Today Mom had her surgery. She just got home now. Later I am
gonna go to Gram's and food shop with her. Actually, I am leaving now.
More updating later

Moooooooorning! I woke up to Mama yelling at me to get my ass out of
bed. And she is horrible at it cause she's like a puppy if you yell at
her. She gets all insulted. Grrrr. I thought I had to take sean to high
bridge but I guess not. Good. cause I didnt want too. But now I don't
know where he is. OH FUCK. I kinda left my car unlocked and
outside..hehhe. it should be okay. hehe. I'll check in a min. So
yesterday was movie day. It was fun. Sin City is the only one we didnt
get to finish. Next movie day is either Audrey Hepburn or Stupid Ass
movies. Haven't decided completely yet. Okay Going to get ready now..

`nicole
                                   

Its Movie Day today! rofl. At this point and time we are currently watching Coyote Ugly. We have:

1. About
   Last Night
2. Sin City
3. Old
   School
4. Maybe XXX depending on when the previous movies get over. LOL

still to watch.  lol. Chris wanted to watch Sin City before About
Last Night but I told him he can't fuck with the order. ROFL. Sean will
be here eventally. He is trying to get out of the City. Maybe he will get here before we are done with the movies. Mayyyyybe. rofl.
Thats it for now.

`nicole

Grr. I have work this morning. sooo much fun. And I have a feeling that there will be a huge
load for me. FUN!!!!!!!!! grr. I just have a very bad feeling about
work today, like there is gonna be tons of shit for me to do. arg.
Hopefully not. but Sunday was
an easy day so today will prob make up for that. After work is movie
day! Mom just told me that Chuck is picking up Sean from JFK(i think
thats the airport he's coming in at) and I still need to clean my car
out and clean my room. Plus rent those movies and get more candy. Next
movie day there will be a HUGE amount of candy. I just wont have time
to get all the candy I wanted. Okay I have to go to work now. Wish me
Luck!!!

~Nicole

Here I am. Still in B&N. Still waiting for Chris to get off of 78.
grrr. I still haven't gotten coffee but I really dont want to leave
these seats here cause someone might move my shit and sit here. And
than I'll have to bitch them out, and I dont have the energy to do
that. ROFL. I keep texting Chris from my laptop cause I am extremely
bored. and getting tired. I have this pie here but I haven't eaten much
of it. Not hungry anymore really. I would love to get arby's and get a
thing of fries. and a milkshake. IF Chris lets me... I love them, they just don't love me.
hahhaha We will see what time Chris gets here and how hungry I am. lol.
God Chris has been stuck in traffic since around 6! I feel
soooooooooooo bad! This sucks majorly!

Okay, thats enough hahhahahha

Maybe I'll update again if Chris doesnt get his ass here! GRR

I am in B&N waiting for Chris. I just got here about 5 mins ago.
Today I met Jackie in pburg and than after chris got out of work, he
and I hung out. He did his christmas shopping, I stayed around to bug
him. lol. Than we decided to go to B&N. I needed to go home and get
my laptop so I told him I would take 22 and he takes 78. I went
home(slowly cause of traffic), packed up Tonks, went to Giant. I bugged
Shannon at Giant, bought a pie, and stayed with her during her 15min
break. ((She wouldn't tell me the gift Chris is getting me! No matter
how many times I asked)). Than after her break I bugged her some more.
I realized that I left the forks and knives at home so I checked to see
where Chris was on 78 and figured I had time to go get the forks/knives
at home. I did all that and still Chris was stuck on 78!!!!!!! When I arrived at b&n I sat at the good seat
of the four, and this woman was on her phone and I heard her say
something about 78 and I was on the phone with Chris too. Once I got
off the phone she did to and I asked her if she knew someone that was
stuck on 78. She said her friend was gonna meet her here but shes been
stuck for a couple hours now. Grrr. I really wish I had Chris follow
me, but I honestly thought it would be quicker this way. grr That woman
just told me that her friend is 1/2a mile from the exit to get here and
a firefighter just walked by her window and told her that she's gonna
be there a while. I really dont want to call chris and tell him that. I
feel bad that I told him to take 78. I knew there would be some traffic, but you can't avoid traffic.WFMZ has this:

I just got back from the movies. hahaha it was soo much fun. Shannon
and I went to see The Family Stone. LOL it was funny. On the way home
we listened to the song Sarah Jessica Parker danced too, Right Back.
That was fun. And I had a piece of energy gum so I was crazyyy. LOL. I
love being a child. Its funnnn! hahahhaa.
Earlier today I was pissy but I really ended the night good. As Shannon
was pulling into the cul-de-sac, I turned up the song REALLY loud and
she tried to turn it down as she was turning. It was funny. Than I got
out of the car and as I was getting out, I blasted the song. LOL. I
hope I woke the neighbors up. hahhahaha. Sooo funny. rofl! eh. thats it
I think. I'm gonna either go to bed or do someting productive. ROFL.

`Night

I just got into a very pissy mood. A FUCK OFF EVERYONE mood. happens
once in a while and when it does its a huge explosion. lol. I'm in
b&n now just sitting here debating what I want with my coffee. I
want something super choc. thats all I know. maybe the cupcake. I think
i'll do that very soon. After I finish this update. GRR there are ppl
behind me! WTF are they doing there?! How do I know know they arent
reading this?! GRR im gonna flip out very soon.
What is so special behind me?! Grrrrrr. I hate this feeling. I think
I'm gonna sit at a table. some old guy just fucking smiled at me. DIE
OLD FUCKING GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE FUCKING ASSHOLE BOB! grrr. My knee
hurts too. I dont know why. I hate people in my business all the time.
GRRRRRR Fucking people should die. I wanted to go to Monica's but she
is going to a fucking horse farm. grrr. So i'm here. Soon I'll write in
my personal journal. I just need to gather my thoughts more. and Get
some starbucks and choc in me. 

time to get starbucks and that cupcake.