I'M GOING TO HAWAII..

FEB 2-16!

thats it everyone. goodnight hehe

Well, here I am again. I've decided that I wanted to update my xanga
today. I thought I was done with xanga, but I guess not. lol. And xanga
really changed the place where you write your shit. I like. Hmm, whats
new? Today I work from 4-8 in *dramatic pause* the deli. Yes thats right peoples, I am working in the Bakery, Floral andddddd deli.
How FUCKED is that? It annoys me like crazy. I'm hoping I'll be hired
at wegmans so I can leave this place that is called a job. THREE
different depts to work a min of 20 hrs to keep my health insurance.
Totally messed up. And they wont be happy about all the time I wanna
take off for next month, but frankly my dear, I dont give a damn. I
know I have tons of shit to pay so I can't lose my job, but I really
don't care. I'll figure something out. I always do. Blah. I think thats
it. I'm gonna finish reading and than go get ready for my first day in
the deli......rofl.

i think i'm done with xanga. atleast for a while. dont expect anymore updates unless the mood really strikes me.

gone for now.
~Nicole

Its that Time again. Time for new Pictures! hahahaha

Alyssa, Sean and Me lol

Sean, Kyle, me and sometimes Kona. rofl

More pictures to come.

Okay Here are my resolutions. Tomorrow
I'll prob adjust them and fix them cause I couldn't think of the right
wording. But #1 is staying LOL

New Years
Resolutions: 

1. Always
   listen to Shannon
2. Stop
   eating so much
3. Do
   more things for myself rather than for others.
4. Be a
   Better Person—no matter who I’m with or what I’m doing.

Blah. I really should update. But I don't know what to say. Nothing
much has been happening lately. I was ready to storm out of work the
other day when Tom told me that he didnt put me on next weeks schedule
and I was only working 1 day next week in floral. Luckily Lauren called
me yesterday and gave me another day and I asked Bobbi-Jo about working
Saturday-Sunday overnight. Should give me extra 8hrs at least. And
tomorrow I'm calling Tom and seeing if he gave me 2 days(maybe). He put
me in for one day and maybe an night if Joe doesnt want to work a
night. I've been feeling sick lately. Just a minor cold. But its
bothering me. Sean is leaving for India either Tues or Wed and
hopefully soon I can book my ticket. Soon Charmed will start up and I
can't forget about it. I'm watching GG season 5 so I lose track of
time. eh, I think thats it.

~Nicole

I'm bored so I thought I'll update some more. I feel really sick and
have been thinking more lately. Just about differents in my life now,
compared to a yr ago. Hell, compared to 6months ago. I wish I could use
that rewind button I hear about. I really wish I could have gone to
Hawaii with Sean yesterday. If only I wasnt soo much in debt. It would
have been perfect. School doesnt start up till the 17th. And if I
planned it in time, I could have requested off from work. I really
regret that. I didn't realize I had this time and if I stayed at seans
place it would have been sooo cheap. Just flight and some food. But I
dont need alot of food. Just if I go out to eat. LOL. that would have
been such a great trip. 100% better than Quebec and much better than my
last Hawaii trip. For many reasons that I would love to list here, but
I don't feel like it. Besides, I'm sure I would have ppl coming at me
with knives if I did. LOL Although, I dont give a damn what anyone else
thinks about what I say or do. I have decided not to keep secrets
anymore. Specially ones that don't concern me. Eh. thats coming out
weird. But I really don't have anything to hide anymore. If someone
confronted me about something I wouldn't lie. And I'm just trying to
move on and get out of this town. Thats it for now. Dinner time soon.

~Nicole

Its amazing how much has happened since New Years Eve. ROFL. Work that
day was busy as hell. There was a massive order for a hotel. So
everyone took care of that while Jamie and I just did random shit. LOL.
That evening Mom, Dad and I decided that Kona wasn't getting better so
we took her to an emerency vet and they did X-rays on her. At that time
they thought she had bronchitis and, if not treated, will get
pneumonia. So she stayed at that Vet till Monday. We did get to visit
her New Years Day(we didnt go to the football game) and she had an IV
in her arm and her one arm is shaved. Yesterday morning, my parents
picked her up and than dropped her off at her regular vet. The one that
said she had kennel cough. She does have pneumonia. Than yesterday
evening we picked her up and she is now home. She isnt supposed to run
around and be a wild puppy bc of the pneumonia but she is. LOL she is
extremely hyper. And refuses to stop biting me even when I give her
toys to bite. LOL Last night I went to bed fairly early bc I am getting
sick myself. I even taped Medium because I couldnt stay up to watch the
ending. Today when I woke up I let Kona out and she peed outside. Than
started to play so I figured she was done, just to run around playing.
So i took her inside, and eventally took off her harness and jacket.
Well, she than decided to poop. So I grabbed her, and RAN HER OUTSIDE.
I dropped her outside(remember no collar) and she TOOK OFF. grrr. She
finally pooped and than took off again. grr. I than realized that
chasing her was a bad idea so I ran the other way, and she followed.
LOL. She is convinced I am here to be her chew toy. Even when I give
her her toys she doesnt want them. Right now she is trapped in the
Kitchen area and is quiet.She hasnt coughed alot. Which is good I
think. LOL. Thats my update. Gonna finish watching Medium. Later I'll
upload more pics of Kona.