January 4, 2006
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I'm bored so I thought I'll update some more. I feel really sick and
have been thinking more lately. Just about differents in my life now,
compared to a yr ago. Hell, compared to 6months ago. I wish I could use
that rewind button I hear about. I really wish I could have gone to
Hawaii with Sean yesterday. If only I wasnt soo much in debt. It would
have been perfect. School doesnt start up till the 17th. And if I
planned it in time, I could have requested off from work. I really
regret that. I didn't realize I had this time and if I stayed at seans
place it would have been sooo cheap. Just flight and some food. But I
dont need alot of food. Just if I go out to eat. LOL. that would have
been such a great trip. 100% better than Quebec and much better than my
last Hawaii trip. For many reasons that I would love to list here, but
I don't feel like it. Besides, I'm sure I would have ppl coming at me
with knives if I did. LOL Although, I dont give a damn what anyone else
thinks about what I say or do. I have decided not to keep secrets
anymore. Specially ones that don't concern me. Eh. thats coming out
weird. But I really don't have anything to hide anymore. If someone
confronted me about something I wouldn't lie. And I'm just trying to
move on and get out of this town. Thats it for now. Dinner time soon.~Nicole
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