Ughhhhh I should be sleeping
right now. But this morning I woke up, kinda, looking for my cellphone
bc i wanted to know what time it was and I couldnt find it, which
worried me because it have been should have been right next to me since i had it last night. I remember changing the alarm on it and charging it. Yet when i wake up somehow it was downstairs, on the kitchen table  under my dad's sock...
<---How i was feeling when i realized this. He tried to say that it
was there all the time and he thought it was mom's. Bullshit. Because
when i was upstairs, I called it. And when i came downstairs and Looked
at it, it didnt tell me I had a missed call. So he heard it/saw it
ringing, looked at WHO was calling and failed to tell me this. He didnt
even say that it was ringing!!! He took it from me, not expecting me to
wake up. Prob hoping to keep me from texting. The horrible thing is
that it is my alarm, and without I might not have gotten up for work in
time. How would he like it if i took his
cell?? Grrrrrrrowl. ughhhh makes me so angry bc he did take it but wont
confess to it. Last night it needed to be charged so I charged it and
when i woke up it was fully charged. So obviously i had it long enough
for it to charge. But somehow he got into my room and took it...

okay im going downstairs and getting breakfast since sleep doesnt look like its coming anytime soon.

~nicole

ETA: Dad just called me, admiting that he in fact did take my cell looking for a number in it. ughh. why didnt he tell me that when i went downstairs asking him if he's seen it?? i just dont know. grrr

Again, I am in barnes and noble. Shocking i know, i cant believe it myself
lol But this time I am waiting for Jackie(shocking again i know i keep
shocking you). We are gonna hang out for a while lol. I'm not gonna buy
starbucks till she gets here lol. I *shouldnt* buy it at all. but i
can't help it lol. FYI: no more texting, at all. Only in emergencies
and even than ppl should call. lol. Phone bill too high and i have 14
days to pay it b4 phones r turned off. wtf i know. but dad's on strike
of sorts. lol. Refuses to pay for me lol. ah well understandable but we
need to figure *something* out. I dont understand *how* i did over 1000
texts. But i am gonna limit/stop. I have about 5 hrs on my laptop and
it has to last me bc tonight Chris is joining me at barnes and noble.
Shannon has to work so she wont be coming. grr (HI SHANNON) what else.
nothing else is really newsworthy. Oh i sent myself an email that will
be sent to me in 1yr AND another one that will be sent to me in 20
years. Which I will be 40 so if i dont make my dreams come true by
than, i told my future self to kill myself. lol. I wanna send myself
emails that i'll get in 3 yrs time and 5 yrs time but I dont feel like
writing out what i like NOW to compare than. lol Maybe I'll do it today
lol. I know i'll get the email in 1yr but the 20 yrs email is alittle
harder to predict ill still have the same email account lol.

~Nicole

I am (again) in barnes and noble. Currently I am waiting for Chris to
show up(he should be here shortly). Since no one else is online, its
boring lol. I was playing Postal before but I dont want to waste my
battery too fast lol. They are playing Christmas music right now and
its really really annoying. I want it to stop. badly. I'm in a eh mood.
i was in a REALLY bad mood before but I'm alittle better, and once
chris gets here, I'm gonna have starbucks
I know so shocking. hahahha...Tonight is One Tree Hill and i CANT miss
it. lol. Tonight will determine whether or not i'm still a fan...LOL.
ummm what else. I worked today in Floral. that was entertaining. Next
week i'll be in floral 3 days a week i think. Tues, Fri and Sat. which
i will be alone fri and sat so it should be funnnnn. lol I hope chris
gets here soon bc i have his seat saved but idk how much longer i can
save it. lol. i'll have to start growling at ppl. i have my bag there
now so maybe no one will sit there or try too anyway. 3hrs and 58mins
left on my laptop. lol that should be plenty haha just as long as i
dont play postal for too long. Oh i turned the light thingy down and it
went up to 4hrs and 17mins awesome
hahaha. I'm tempted to get my headphones out and listen to music on my
laptop...but idk. than i wont hear anyone around me. AND HES HERE!!!!
lol

`nicole

Yesterday was my day off so I slept in(till about noon) which felt REALLY good. i really needed it. Than i finally had my blood work done. My arm still hurts from the needle. They took 5 tubes of blood!!! After that I was starving
(i had to fast b4 the blood work) so I went to Arby's and had lunch. I
took it home and I was sitting at home getting ready to eat it when
alex calls saying that his battery died in his car and needs a jump. So
i left to go help him, taking my food with me. Once i got there I let
him drive so i could eat my lunch. He jumped his car than i followed
him so he could drop off his 'friends' and we went to the Easton
Hospital to see Uncle Mark(which we never got to see him bc we left).
Went back to Alex's house. hung out there(i was training Billy) and
than i drove him and nick to easton to some places and than i left them
in easton. Idk what they were gonna do there, I dont care anymore. If
alex wants to get himself into more fucking trouble, than whatever. Oh and Alex smokes cigerattes...grosssssss!!!!!!!!!
I felt very used yesterday. Fri, Shannon and a couple other girls and i
were gonna go see Harry Potter but they r going when i have to work.
And i really cant take off, 1. bc i took off last week since i was in a
funk and 2. bc i need the $$. So i maybe ill go with Chris or Monica.
(or maybe both at different times since ill prob want to see it more
than once)We will see. I *do* wanna see it but i just cant take off
work. ah well. I have work today from 12-4
and than Chris and I are prob gonna hang out. Go to barnes and noble
and make him have starbucks. hahaha. well thats it i think. I have to go get ready for work soon

Today i have to work 2:30-5:30 ughhh. Should be fun. I can't remember
who I am working with but I just hope it isnt Joe or Tom. I worked with
Tom Wed. and it was boring bc I don't know what to talk about. Hes my
manager LOL. ah well. I'll figure something out. tomorrow I work in
Floral dept. Yesterday Alex and I hung out at Barnes and Noble for
about 2 hrs and Jason showed up but i kinda just ignored him. he said
hi and we ended up sitting in the confy chairs bc we thought he left
but he didnt, but i didnt feel like moving. Lol. He didnt say anything
to me after that tho. I dont know what I would have said but I think i
can safely go to b&n without having to worry about giving him a
ride home. and if he asks i will tell him no. i dont think i need an
excuse. ill figure it out as it happens. lol. After that alex and i
roamed around. and than alex left, i got arby's and went to moncicas
and Tonks does work over there hahaha. so i stayed there till about
11(after my shows) and went home. lol. that was my very exciting
day. ^o) lol. After work I have no clue what im gonna do, any
suggestions?? lol. Right now I have no sheets on my bed so its hard to
get confy(mama is washing them lol) And my leg has been hurting me
alittle bit. :/ I am starting an xanga JUST for that so i can keep
track of how they hurt etc You wanna know the link? Let me know . OH
and i bought a coffee maker on Kohls.com i cant wait for it to come,
it was shipped today hahaha I think thats it...

~Nicole

Yesterday I had off so I hung out with Chris at his house, than we went
to the mall and roamed around a bit. We even visited Howard. lol. Than
i dropped him off at his house and I went to Barnes and Noble. By that
time it was almost Gilmore Girls time so i just had time to get coffee.
Than i went home, watched the BEST EPSIODE of GG EVER!!! i wish i taped
it thats how good it was. If i taped it I would be rewatching it right
now. lol. Than iwent and hung out with alex at Barnes and Noble again.
We played Postal2 hahaha. And after that i went home. lol. Today I have
to work but its only 4-7 so i wont be missing One Tree Hill. lol.
I'm off tomorrow so Alex and i r gonna hang out for a bit. Now I am
watching TV(specially Judging Amy at the moment) and I think im gonna
download hawaii pics to walmart.com for my mother even tho she went
psycho on me last night....

~Nicole

aka: the arrogant concieded bitch

How to make a girl fall for you......

1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. DONT FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even if your friends call u pussy whipped
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart.
13. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really shes loves it).
14. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).

Girls- repost this if u think its sweet
guys- repost this if u would do any of it

I saw i did this in a really old entry so i thought i'll redo it haha.

Last Person Who....
Slept in your bed - me lol
Saw you cry - umm...myself?
Made you cry - cant tell you or i would have to kill you. and you seem like a nice person lol
You shared a drink with - idk....lol
You went to the movies with - chris
You went to the mall with - ughh cant remember....alex?
Yelled at you - mom
Sent you an email - junk mail

Have Your Ever...
 Said "I love you" - no. only to family lol
 Been to New York? - yes (love it there)
 Been to Florida? - yes, long time ago
 Danced naked - hehe
 Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day? - yea
 Stalked someone? - yes, of course. i mean...no comment

Pick One...
Apples or bananas? apples
Red or blue? - blue
Walmart or Kmart? walmart
Math or English? - English
radio or CD? - cd
drawing or painting? - neither, i cant do either
High school or college? - neither? lol. college if i HAD to pick

The Last Few Questions...
Last time you went out of the state - last week to visit gram and than visited jon.
Lucky number - 14
Things you like in a guy - funny, good personality, respects me, likes me exactly how i am(body and personality)
Weirdest thing about you? - haha ask my friends
Do you have a boyfriend? - nah. single. although if i had my way i wouldnt be....
What book are you reading now? - nothing really now. i would be reading GOF if i had my copy....
What's on your mouse pad? - what mouse? i dont have one(yet) lol ((i have a laptop duhhhh))
Favorite board game? - none that i can think of lol
Favorite magazine? - Cosmo
Favorite
sound? - chris when he says "play with me" is in the top 3 lol and moo
and tons more but i dont feel like listing them lol

Worst feeling in the world? - Losing your parents trust...and losing the person you like's trust/friendship
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? -am i working today? and if so, am i late? lol
Do you think rollercoasters are scary or exciting -LOVE THEM
How many rings before you answer? - dont answer mainline and, 1 or 2 on cell.
Future daughter's name?- Chloe
Future son's name? - not too sure. maybe after the father?? maybe. lol
Chocolate or vanilla? - both
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? - nope haha. only that nice pillow i got for my hawaii trip
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? - have my own business
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? - prob talk to chris some more and do something online
What was the last food you ate? - WW icecream
You bored? - kinda haha
How many buddies are on? - that i know? 10? haha
Last movie you saw? - dracula the dark prince. watched it halloween night
Are you glad this survey is over? - nope!

next entry should b a real one haha

Today I am starting to work in Floral, finally! haha. I work 8-2;
should be fun. lol. I hope this girl in floral isnt as big as a bitch
as she looks : Maybe she isnt...haha. Yesterday shannon and i went out
for breakfast at Perkins like i said we would. Than after her class
she came over and we talked about our disney trip. Whos going, how long
to stay, where we gonna stay etc. haha. And today we should be going to
AAA after I get out of work and she picks up the siblings. Just to get
pricings. haha. I went to the Ruemantalogists yesterday too. she is
also baffled by what i have so she is sending me to have a MRI done and
more blood work. But this time i have to fast b4 i have the blood work
done. Most likeily I'll b going to Philly to the university there since
i baffled her and the nueralogist. I'm
gonna have to leave now. I was waiting for shannon to get out of the
shower but if i dont leave now ill never make it to work on time...

~nicole