September 3, 2005

• I'm sorry....think all u want.....i dont regret anything about a few weeks ago.....i hope u dont either...but if u do, I'm sorry about that too....
  I just regret that this all got screwed up. I fuck everything up sooooo
  fucking badly ALL the time. Story of my life...I was happy b4, now i
  could just kill myself. Bc I can't keep anything good in my life.
  Jackie's the only good thing in my life and I dont even know why she's
  still hanging around. I dont deserve friends or anything.....w.e

  p.s there is an entry b4 this but i have it protected and only a select
  few can read it. I'm not ready to let those feelings come to the
  public's eye. Knowing my luck this is all pointless and he doesnt give
  a damn anymore. Its over when he personally says it to me. Just know, that I dont want it over, but if thats the
  case than I do screw up all the good things in my life and I dont know
  how to just be happy. ah well....maybe ill run my car off a bridge.
  Wheres my gun when i need it?
  
  

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