December 23, 2005
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Hello again. So I played some Burnout this morning(level8now) and than
finally I got dressed and went to the Dollar Store. Outside the store
was a crowd of ppl and in the middle of the crowd was a lady face down,
but with her ass in the air. I dont know how she got there but it must
have just happened cause they were putting a jacket around her and I
looked at her face and it was extremely pale, and eyes wide open.
Freaky like. I kinda thought she was dead,but since i’ve never actually
seen a real live dead person (in person i’ve seen those evil Iraqi
pictures dave sent here last christmas) I couldn’t be sure. So anyway.
I enter the store and go about my shopping. I was watching the other
customers and listening to what they were saying and no one
mentioned the woman outside! I felt sad bc of that. Like cause it didnt
concern them it didnt matter. There were ppl around her, but no one
inside(not even the workers) were wondering if she was alright, etc. Of
course the little kids were trying to get a peek of what was going on,
but the adults acted like it didnt matter. That bothered me. By the
time I paid for my merch. (which the cashier girl was very nice and let
me buy my merch with my debit even tho it was under $7) the ambulance
had arrived and the woman was on the strecher and being lifted into the
ambulance. I am just shocked at how little people care for people
around them. If it doesnt affect them, they dont worry about it. Stupid
bastards. You think this season would bring something out of people,
like compassion and understanding and loving total strangers. but no, course it doesnt. People are more concerned with getting their presents for the people they know, not for helping out people they don’t know. Gr. Next Year, I am not buying one
present for anyone I know. Next year its all about total strangers.
Well, I shouldnt wait till next year. Who knows what will happen before
than. I’ll have to think about something I can give a total stranger.
And you, my faithful readers, should do the same. Go, buy a present for
someone you don’t know.
